I don't know if I'll ever share this blog on purpose. It's just my place on the web. If anyone finds it and shares in some of the same experiences, then write me if you want. :)
Proverbs 16:9 In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.
A couple years ago I was so tired...tired of living, tired of pain, tired of being tired, and spent. Physically, financially, and mentally, I had fought long and hard just to get worse and worse. In the last 7 years I've put my back out 4 times. After the 3rd time, I started suffering from sciatica problems and it had gotten so bad that my butt also hurt. I mean I could not sleep or sit or stand or work or live or breath without pain. These were my biggest problems at the moment. But with bladder issues, being overweight, plagued with fungus on my feet and maybe the inside of my ears too, acid reflux disease, weak eyes, loss of hearing, and... so much more... My answer? I wanted to find out why some get healed spiritually and why most don't. How? I knew I needed to listen to messages, read the word, and pray. But when? Time...that's another dilemma. We all have the same 24 hours in the day. So I won't go into the why's for now. Suffice it to say that something had to go. TV time was the only time I was willing to sacrifice. So I made a personal painful decision to say goodbye to soap operas. Why so painful? I'd been watching them for over 30 years. The characters in those shows felt real to me. Being a Christian and watching those shows just never really worked for me. I always felt guilty. So there you go. It was not easy. But it was the beginning of a journey that is taking me someplace. I'm not sure where.
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