Matthew 21:22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer."

I've listened to at least a few hundred hours worth of messages from no less than 5 and probably more preachers in the last few years. I've listened to everything I can download from Kenneth Copeland and all his partner ministries. Gloria, Kenneth, Jessie, Creflo, and a few others being the primary ones. They have shared so many testimonies of people that have been healed of everything from migraines to terminal cancer and more. A couple of years ago Andrew Wommack did a 3 week series where he showed peoples testimonies on his show a long with showing their doctors and the X-Rays or MRI's wherever the healings could be verified.

So why don't some get healed? I sure wish I knew. My life is so much better than it used to be. It was probably a year long that it hurt to sit down. Now I can sit on any chair without tail bone pain. But my ankle has been chronically sprained for years. That pain is just always there. Sometimes bad enough to limp. Usually just enough to be annoying.

James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.

So here it is. We can ask for wisdom and we will get it. Some of us are just a little more hard headed than others. :)


I DECLARE... I am a whole, healthy, child of God. Jesus died that I would have life and have it more abundantly.

Psalm 145:19 He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them.


The dog picture is a bit random. He's my boy. He's just one of the many little pleasures that God gives me daily. He's an AWESOME GOD!


The last few years I have suffered from constant sleepiness. I always thought it was from the years of sleepless nights. Getting up multiple times to go to the bathroom, answering the door to let kids in and out, feeding kids overnight, and then often staying up half the night because I was just so awake from doing those things.. Anyone would be tired. But for the last couple years, I've slept better than ever before. Since that one night that God gave me 5 hours of straight sleep, I've still got up most nights several times. But when I go back to sleep, I can feel that the sleep is better. I wake feeling rested. I believe my biggest enemy is my diet. I've tried to eat better. I need to keep trying. BUT, I refuse to make it a priority. WHY? Because I am obsessive compulsive. Whatever I do, takes a lot of time. I don't just do something lightly. I throw my whole self into it. I may fail. But I still make it big and bold and it becomes all I think about. I have decided that for the rest of my days here and for all of eternity after, God will be my obsession. He's real. He's all that REALLY matters. If God wants to do anything else in my life...like shave about 60 pounds or so off my body, it's all on him. :)